yet they cursed the God of heaven because of their pains and sores, and did not turn from their sinful deeds.
Some people just don’t get it. This includes me. I have cursed and cried and pouted when bad things happen to me and true some of them are out of my control, but the majority are from my own bad decisions and rebellion to God’s Word. And many many times when I am down there in the bottom of that pit or swirling around in that storm I cry out to God angry and cursing that he would do such a thing to me, when in truth I was being rewarded for my own bad decisions. Oh God forgive me for being so hard hearted that I didn’t see Your guiding hand trying to turn me from my own selfish foolishness before now. Lord keep goading me so that I will be the witness You desire for Your Word, the salvation of Yeshua ha Mashiach and living in the grace that You give. I ask this all in Yeshua’s name, amen.