Mattityahu (Matthew) 20:17-23
As Yeshua was going up to Yerushalayim, he took the twelve talmidim aside by themselves and said to them, as they went on their way, “We are now going up to Yerushalayim, where the Son of Man will be handed over to the head cohanim and Torah-teachers. They will sentence him to death and turn him over to the Goyim, who will jeer at him, beat him and execute him on a stake as a criminal. But on the third day, he will be raised.”
Then Zavdai’s sons came to Yeshua with their mother. She bowed down, begging a favor from him. He said to her, “What do you want?” She replied, “Promise that when you become king, these two sons of mine may sit, one on your right and the other on your left.” But Yeshua answered, “You people don’t know what you are asking. Can you drink the cup that I am about to drink?” They said to him, “We can.” He said to them, “Yes, you will drink my cup. But to sit on my right and on my left is not mine to give, it is for those for whom my Father has prepared it.”
Yeshua tells his talmidim bluntly that he is about to be sacrificed but those “son’s of thunder” get their mom to ask for places of honor when He becomes king. Just like Ya’akov and Yochanan many times I have missed the teachings of ADONAI because I was too immersed in my own understanding and not looking to God’s understanding, blithely going on my own misconception, and missing completely the event at hand. It is only lately I have begun to daily study the word, pray for guidance and look for opportunities of service so that I might hear God’s voice in my life, this is what we as believers are to do continually searching for the path that ADONAI would have us follow so we may share His salvation through the blood of Yeshua to the World. Lord keep me from getting wrapped up in my own misconceptions and keep me on Your straight path. I ask this in Yeshua’s name, amen.